The rivers are retreating. Or rather, their liquid state. With January finally depositing some single digit air masses, the rivers are donning their ice skirts, thin mottled gray and white fabric inching out from the banks for eventual junction. Much to the delight of ice fishing enthusiasts, who have been risking their returns on an inch or two at most of solid surface on lakes and backwater sloughs.
In a week or two the black channels and leads will be under ice, and snow machine tracks will scribe the white boulevards of the Fox, Des Plaines and Rock Rivers. But the rivers will not be still, just unseen. And a few unfortunate snow machine drivers will discover that the ice varies on any stretch of channel (shoreline being the weakest). On the lakes, fishing shanties are popping up, which make any nighttime snow mobile excursion something like a pinball game (in January 2010 a 43-year-old male with a .263 blood alcohol level died after ricocheting off two fish shanties near Salem, Wisconsin; and a week later a 30-year-old male, with half the inebriation, vanished when his machine went through the ice on the Winnebago River).
So rivers can kill us, but with the right approach, where we plant our feet and our conscience, they can also comfort us, and clear our vision. In summer the unceasing flow of intermingled streams turned blue, or black, or brown become a parade of possibilities: what will float by next, if we are planted bank side; or what will we encounter up ahead, if we are in the flow. We are grounded or ungrounded; serene in the world pulling away, or content in pulling away from the world.
The experience is different in the winter when all is seemingly still, whether on the bank or on the river. There we stand in a silent epiphany between two incarnations: New Year’s freeze-up, and April’s break up. It appears we are at a standstill with the world, nothing moving or changing. Just waiting.
Perhaps for more snow, or deeper ice, to disguise or forestall the transfiguration pulsing below.